Covered

Content
Lonely
Distant
Chill
Worried
Pulled
Cold
Closed
Acting
Haunted
Covered by his blood

Lonely

On days like this, I feel like I could stare at the wall for hours
Just thinking on who I am, who God intends me to be, who to be with and who to throw back
Preventing myself from jumping into something because I'm lonely
Keeping my heart decently cold to trust the next one who comes along
Afraid of this lonliness
However, knowing it must be good for something

It's a time

Its a time to listen to the Holy Spirit, to take every opportunity to drop and fall in humble adoration and leave it all to him, Its a time to think and ponder a lot of things, To be sure that this feeling of loneliness doesnt lead me to something regrettable

Journey

Its a journey and its quite entertaining
A journey of discovery, ya think you know yourself
Til your single...thats when ya figure out who you are
It def makes you think
Its freeing and depressing at times
But a journey worth the side effects

Flowing

Trudging along, learning to take one day at a time. No purpose in the consistent layer of worry I tend to pressure myself with. I need to learn that its ok, its okay. Life tends to flow in the direction God takes it, so why freak about the little things. It's not worth it. This is what I'm learning. To flow