Embrace

Learn to embrace the fact that you're where you're at for a reason. That as long as you're walking IN Christ and not depending on your own understanding, you shouldn't worry about what's next. That he's put the where, what, and who all into place for a purpose. The mystery of what's next fascinates me, knowing that Christ is the only one who knows these things. 

Bucket List

Skydive

Rock climb

Sing at a wedding

Have a romantic valentines 

Run a half marathon

Run a full marathon 

Figure out how to use my love for the elderly 

Make creme brûlée 

Get a graphic design internship 

Trust God with my career

Live stressfree

Go mud riding the right way

Make it big with Advocare 

Be in the best shape I can

Have at least 2 kids

Have a lasting, happy marriage

World race
Go to a vineyard
Go backpacking
Do a triathlon
Save for retirement
Fall in love
Visit different breweries and know beer
Don't give up
Travel to Italy or anywhere in Europe
Marry the man God would have for me
Go to a drive-in movie
Find my biological dad
Get a tattoo(s)
Do a GoRuck challenge or light challenge
Sing in a recording studio 

Maintain my strength through anything 

Design a beer bottle design 

Write a book (my story)

Connect both "lives" I've been blessed w

Travel while you're young 

Reach for the one upper
Build a book fort

Do more woodworking projects 

Flip a house

Live by the lake

Go to Europe 

Land a good job

Save for retirement while I'm still young
Don't get discouraged if you start small out of school
Do an Ironman

Testing of your mind

To wonder what is going on when you think you know and that side of you that knows everything is fine in general but you're scared somethings up; maybe even an elephant in the room. Or maybe its the simply fact that you're one to think so hard that you create problems that aren't even there. That could be it as well. Either way, your mind is testing your patience as you struggle with so many things you want to say or scream aloud. But why? Is anything even wrong. Maybe its the sole fact that I need to work more on investing in other peoples lives and those I care about more than myself to see whats really up. I wonder sometimes whether some people care; well am I showing that I care about their life and what's going on. Maybe not, maybe I need to pick up my game. The struggle is real...up in this head of mine. There's also that bit of conviction going down within myself knowing when something is against his Word and what he wants for me in life. Those struggles make my heart feel like it's being zapped over and over again even when I think I'm doing something that makes me "happy" To ignore the Holy Spirit I've discovered is to push what you're hearing into any open grave...the more dirt you throw on top, the more drowned out the sound becomes; yet the grief becomes worse at the same time.