No air

"out here in the water so deep, tell me how ya gone be without me..i just cant breathe, no air, no air.."
...home tonight, sorta wondering what your thinking. Its been an ok week. But why does it seem like now that you've got me, your moving even slower than ever or making it come across like you dont really care. I know I screwed up before but I apoligized and made it right.  So here I am once again and I'm giving this a chance bc I believe in you and I know despite how annoying you can be sometimes, that you really are something else. We agreed on taking it slow because we didnt wanna screw up what we already have.  We agreed to give this a shot, "ya never know.." and here we are.  I guess I just like to feel more wanted and cared for.  Like I'm on your mind, you're on mine.  I try to wait and see if you'll call later or send something short.  Most of the time you don't and I'm left there hanging again.  When we're all hanging out, you jokingly mess around with my buddies and dont seem to pay me much attention..if its to make me sorta jealous, its really not working, if anything that would piss me off. However there are many things I can name off about you and I'm sure I'll think of more specific ones later. You listen, you talk, you're considerate, sensitive, caring, you think about things like I do, you're hesitant to get into another relationship, once you find those few people that you trust and care about-you stick with them and love them, you're a hard worker...even when you whine about it, you have your own way of being funny, you seem to conform a little at times but you still remain "yourself," you realize you cant do it without the Lord, you challenge yourself, you're picky about movies, you like elmo, you think untied shoelaces are sexy lol, you like usher alot...etc. My brain has just been swarmin with emotions tonight and I just wish it would chill.